all the art in the world could not capture the beauty you place in the fleeting moments of a sunset on a day after the rain i stand silent and amazed at an infinite canvas in all that i see, in all that surrounds. and in all this beauty, realize that i am only seeing a speck of what your paint brush can paint
i hate their wickedness i am being judgemental i want to hide in my book i want them to go away why am i put in their presence it my place to help them do you know when there is a person you just don't like and they won't leave you alone how do you deal with that person help me allow me to do what it is that you want me to do i need the inspiration
God turn intentions around as they jest and poke fun at you show them your strength give me your power live in me make me brave enough to stand and and appose this use their plattform to destroy their cause give me the right samples to speak to hearts open minds this is not right story teller tell a story
surround those needing love in struggles give strength and hope for the future may the story be one of inspiration be present always its hard to see how this will be used to the glory of you but it must musn't it
god did i ever thank you for saving me why though why all those times did you spare me why did i walk away so easily how is it that you gave me two angels the crash why wasn't it the end what are you showing me life is this puzzle you are pesenting me with options friends why does it matter to me if I alienate those who I do not care to have around anyway allow me to be the image of right don't let me fall like i am show me the way guide me through
their is a black oozing force opposing all of my true desires for what reason do i hang on to poison the road i am on leads only to destruction its a crash course i am falling i am plumetting and its my own doing in so many ways i'm drowning all of the lines wash together fear and rage death and pain the end the darkness the shadow all of the negative in your life if i could associate all the darkness of the creature to a form i could banish it in some way
the place i want to be you understand you know me humanity our love is all gods money his hands move through us
GOD help me find my voice again show me the way help me find myself help me learn music give me the parrallel that i need show me what i am doing give me an outlet i want to perform i need these tools do i need these tools teach me how to learn them
the trick is not to clean up the world around you but to clean up your own heart the stick in my own eye is blinding me i am dead in my own sin
bhuda- dharma - pursuit of virtue and duty artha - wealth aquired through ethical pursuit of ones profession kama - desire - love familial, sexual moksha - envisavges liberation
hinduism rasa- so here is this new concept of religion where the art is representational and the viewer comes to see them self through it all then there is all this idolatry on the outside of temples all these demons who are gods and they run up from behind and stab a sword into your back but inside there are gods, spirituality, and escape from the world and all its worldly concerns ... the womb of heaven mingling with all you beleive you sort out the good and sort out the evil because its all that you know
God i must upset them give me an alternative thank you show me the reason for us and good to come into and out of love like the setting of the sun i miss her when shes gone but not so much much when she is there it was my mind that needed to be cleared ecclesiastes seemed so true the way that it was all for nothing the way that we work because it was the only thing that made us seem fullfilled the empty space that couldn't be filled by anything and we were always told that god was the only thing that could fill that void but so long ago we deserted him and now when i seek him i can't find his voice within his own book what would you expect me to say what would you expect me to think this and that are not what i expected to see or maybe whats worse is that i did expect to see it but when i did i couldn't take it like I thought i could but you have granted me an exit and all i must do is take it and face the repricussions of the life you have destroyed or maybe just influenced you were my dark side i needed you but why i still hang on I can't say no more appeasing the events unfold as neccesary the warning the surprise the twisting feeling in my stomach feeling decieved but not so much retreat again to your perfect world that revolves only around you and your art all will be better there just you and god dealing with others is so infinitely irritating especially if you make comparisons against yourself you feel cheated and used like you have gotten the shorter end of the stick but the beauty is just to cope with the cry babies and others and not stoop to that level never ask for anything on this issue of black and on white both i have set apart fom each other to make my own decisions without their influence my mind is lost my direction is jaded my good and my bad are at war i havent slept in days i needed some one to talk to always to talk to foolish to find out that there was always something there and it always just listens thats whats confusing about it no feed back Ravi Zacharia Discourse on unity in diversity Only available in chist Jesus and other gods i read and read lord searching for the answer searching for a truth that i can believe in searching for something tangible something benificial all i find are threats of damnation and destruction help me see lord help me see how this how you are not evil who am I and who is the person I want to be so what are the people in the old testement doing when they build an alter and worship the lordÊ i donÕt see why we have to spend this life waiting for somthing better praying for death and seeking the end what has God promised me you fools of the church thinking your rules and regulations will get you to heaven organization is your flaw when things go well we acredit them to god, we are more thankful, praise more but when the tide turnswe feel guilty for wondering why we are outraged at our god for deserting us we question that now itsour doing we do not realize that life goes on regardlessand it is a constant roller coaster jesus agreed with the seperation of church and state he called it legalism or works and faith but that does not mean the subject is void in schools any more than sex education each part plays a role in developing the mind well aside from simple regurgitation of your religion beit christianity or atheism it is better to have opinions than to be spinless fear being a wo rm unopinionated and ashamed of your beliefs the pendulum swings each clamering for extreames build it up and knock it down in the fractal of history nothing means a thing what are the big changes but philosophy and spirituality their hold stretches on and on like the tie between structure and chaos with the jungle at the edge of a city one must go what holds me back from being a christian prove yourself to me lord the book claims it is true if it is historicaland true it changes every thing check out claims on the messiah and the truth behind a messiah now I can prove neither way the bible seems like such a summary Gods justification is while catching us in our lowest state i catching you lost in a haze of what surrounds as you are being swept away in the torrents that surrounds romans and galations go hand in hand galations _why not to walk away salvation and grace saved by grace not works not law seperation of church and state luke 18:9 i read and read lord searching for the answer searching for a truth that i can believe in searching for something tangible something benificial all i find are threats of damnation and destruction help me see lord help me see how this how you are not evil
